Troubled Boy

Everything about my class is good but what is bad about my class is that they never failed to leak out secrets that others have... Whatever happened in class would be made known to the entire level in just a day time... Isn't that incredible? There are some friends which I thought could be trusted but none can, except for some of my long time friends like Koon Peng and maybe Aloysius. No one could be trusted except them, including Ming Zheng. He is such a big mouth and unable to keep the secrets of others to himself. I really hate to put down something bad about them as I feels that more friends is better than having more enemies, but they are just intolerable. They may be good to me on the outside but as far as I know, they are the ones who goes around telling others what I don't want many to know.

I trusted Ming Zheng so much but he actually stabbed me in the back... I know all these may affect our friendship but I just can't keep quiet and let all of you think that I am ok with what all of you are doing. I am tired of all these... Initially, I thought it was those jokers who tell everyone, almost the entire level about me but never did I expect that during FOCUS today, someone from 4E2 tells me that Jun Hao was involved in this too... Not only him, Marlene and many others did the same too... No wonder I was puzzled why the entire level knew about what was going on in our class and just those jokers, it is impossible that it could reach that fast to the entire level. I have to endure 2-3 more months before everything comes to a close and do all of you know how I feel? Of course, all of you don't know... Maybe I am bad at judging someone as in who is more likely that can be trusted... I was red-hot when I knew that it wasn't just the jokers who were behind all these but others are involved in this too...

Seriously, I am very disappointed with all of you and furious at the same time. I predicted that those jokers would spread the story and Priscilla would too since she and I were like some kind of arch-enemies since last year but never did I suspected them...

At home, nothing was different as compared to school. I was not allowed to do this and not allowed to do that. I tried my best to make my parents happy but all they know is nagged about my results and compared me to my brother. My brother and cousin, they are always against me and no matter how hard I tried, I always failed to make them respect me and my brother, he always want to pick a fight with me and in the end, I was the one being scolded by my parents since I am the eldest at home.

Nothing, absolutely nothing, goes well for me and I was such a failure... No matter what I do, I am unable to make anyone respect me and I bet with all of you that if this blog of mine was leaked out, many will sure make jokes out of it again... It is so predictable!!!