Hurdle Race

This prelim is just like another hurdle in a race and I failed to cross this hurdle without getting injured or something... Indeed, I did very badly for this prelim but at least this prelim tells me about my progress and the amount of efforts I had put into studies. Obviously, I did not put in much efforts in this prelim. I am like a runner in the last position while others are far ahead of me. Today, while I stayed in school helping Mrs. Koh with something, there is one thing that she said that created a huge impact on me. She told me that the fact that I passed through the streaming in Sec 2 and get into the current class proved something... But I forget what that something is... And she also encouraged me not to give up on myself.

The only supports that I had in the upcoming major exam is the teachers in school and myself. Honestly, after receiving the prelim results, I lost all hope and seriously, I was at the verge of giving up. As you know, being in the first class can sometimes be stressful, especially you can't do as well as your classmates and you will feel some kind of rather the odd one out or the black sheep. After the encouragement, I told myself that it is time to do something, except for giving up, and I have to fulfilled whatever plans I have for myself and hopefully, make it into a poly or taking poly as a benched mark, if possible, a JC... These are the plans I have for now but in fact there are more... My job, my mission, the purpose of me to even exist in this world, is to complete my life 'hurdle race' with perfection after the race is finished, and go on to the next level...