Pre-National Day

It is now 9th August, 2am... Just finishing playing mahjong with my family. Yesterday, dear~ told me that she is going to her friend's house-warming party. I was kinda worry for her cos' she told me that she would be drinking alcohol. From what i know from her, her male friends are mostly heavy drinkers so i was worry that something might happen to her and so, i told her not to drink so much. Now that she is back at home, i feel kinda relief. Forget about the goodnight kiss that we had before hanging up the call every night but i guess, after a long day out, she is tired. Feel kinda useless sometime cos i could not be there for her if she needed me, all i can do is to console her through phone. Haiz~ :(

9th August is our National Day and at the same time is my grandma's birthday. Many relatives and friends will be here no doubt. The house will be fill with laughter and etc. My grandma asked me to ask dear~ to come but i replied that i also hope that she will be able to come but too bad that we are in two different lands. Maybe in years to come, she may be able to come and celebrate. For now, I could only wish for that day to come.

(P.S. Btw, Happy 44th Birthday Singapore :))