2 years of emotions...

Finally, after 4 weeks of 'o' lvl and now back to blogging. Trust me, this 4 weeks were not easy to pass... For me, these 4 weeks were full of emotions. Yesterday was my last paper and strangly enough, i am not myself that day and i had some kind of strange feelings in which i could not tell what is it myself... Prom night is next and i was beginning to wonder if it was a right choice for me to go. I was beginning to feel whatever Victor said made sense about being condemned by my own classmates. Of course, I hoped whatever he said is not true la...

There are many things that I had not said for i am afraid that if this secret was to be revealed, especially those jokers, it would affect the people around me... You see, sometimes in class, i would rather stay away from others, just to avoid them from being teased by those jokers. I just hate them for making a joke out of me with other people, regardless of genders. Even if that person don't mind, i feel bad about it, what is more if that is the person that you liked, right? Take for example, those jokers used to tease one of my friends who we know since kindergarten and although he don't mind, I feel bad about it seriously... I just hated getting other people involved... Many people around me got teased too and i really feel bad about it. Remember the 28 March incident, i 'exploded' that easily because i feel bad that i got her involved in this mess too... I rather they all just leave the people around me alone and just come for me...

Now, i really want to thanks whoever who did not mind being teased by those jokers and make me feel better (Am I being a bit emotional?) and for those who mind, i understand your feelings. Well, who do not need a friend in this world, right?