Release Of 'O' Level Results

The GCE 'O' Level results are going to release this Friday (9 Feb) and my feelings now as the release day is drawing nearer and nearer? One word, 'nervous'. Well, who won't? Before knowing about the actual release date of my GCE 'O' Level results, my confidence drops day by day. I hate to admit it but I just felt that I had not study enough for the exams. I don't know why I felt this way, maybe due to the results I got for prelim last September. Many told me that prelim bound to be more difficult than the actual thing but still I could not distressed myself. Once the thought of the release of the results comes into my mind, it makes my hairs stand. Now after knowing the release will be this Friday, my confidence level drops tremendously, to a near zero. How do you expect me to react when the results comes out negative? It really takes miracle to drop my L1R4 points from 30+ to below 20 and as for my L1R5, it takes more than a miracle to drop from 40+ to below 25, which is far more impossible to achieve.

When I came to know that the results will be release this Friday, my first reaction was, "Oh no! How is my results going to turn out to be?" and "What if I didn't fare well?". Seriously, I am more worry than anyone out there waiting for the results to be release. I am now getting ready for the worst to befall me, well so that when I get the release, I won't be disappointed and cry out in front of my friends, right? Anyway, when I cry, who will care about me? As I write on, my feelings now are more than being nervous, 'scared' and 'afraid' are the words that I used to described my feelings now.

Whatever is the results, though I am prepare for the worst, I sure hope everything goes well for me and at least I can go to a JC or a Poly.