Fairy童Tales话 (Special Edition): Blog's History

Honestly, this is my 4th blog already. Before that, there are 'everyday-words','words-by-words' and 'my true feelings'. I have been changing my blog due to some circumstances. All those blogs of mine are really short-lived. All my blogs are for me to put down what i feel inside me and for you to understand how i feel towards certain events. Not for you to see so that you can gossip about me. That is the main reason why i have a blog so i can let out my feelings. You know how painful it is to bottle up my emotions inside me. As for this entry, i would be removing my password security system cos though those jokers will unable to access into my blog, they keep on disturbing others, using my name. Suckers, aren't they? They dislike me cos i have been talking bad things about them. Well, there is a chinese saying, "Better do a good deed near at home than go far away to burn incense. ", if you treat others well, why afraid that someone is gossiping about you. Like i said, if there is anything that you don't like about me, come straight to me. Why bother to disturb others, using my name.

Those people who had been going to others' blogs, insulting others using my name, why don't you come straight here and tell me about it. And stop being a coward. I roughly know who had been using my name recently and i don't like it. How do you feel if someone uses your name? Maybe you don't know how it feels cos your name has never be use before and you have someone at your back while i don't. And one last thing, BE MORE MATURE, will you?

My Meaningless Life...

Sian... still got 1 whole month more before the course starts. What am i supposed to do? Just an update, my ite course has finally been confirmed. Luckily for me, the course is not 'hospitality operations' but it's something that i like, though i still don't if i really like it or not lah... Anyway, the course is 'Business Information Technology (IT)'. I believe that being in ITE will not affect my life or my future at all, as long as you have the passion for study. What is the use of being in poly or jc when you hate studies. Seriously, after receiving the results, i felt it is time that i really wake up and prove myself. Many said that being in ITE have no future or ruin your life but i think otherwise.

Like Nazri said, this is my life and i know what my life required and wants. Honestly, staying at home is really kind of bored, really... Got to endure another 1 month... Sigh! Getting a F9 in my life does not means end of the world, i am going to improve it and shows everyone what i can achieve at ITE... From F9 to A1!!!!!!!!!!! For now, my life really is meaningless as i pass each day meaninglessly, sigh!

My Responsibilities, My Choice

Rather boring staying at home for 1 whole month and god damn it you bet how i hope i can go to school sooner. All i had at home that can kill my boredom is my PS2 but playing the console for 1 whole month is worse than going to school. Why do i say that? Well, everyday is the same game. Nothing fresh... So boring! Hence, when i heard that the posting will be known on 6 March which is 3 more days away, i was so glad that finally, i will not be staying at home, just killing time.

I really wonder how my new school life going to be? People had been asking me, why i do not want to retake my 'o' level but instead chose to go ITE. My answer is simply because my education journey had always been smooth and easy. My wish seems to come true everytime despite my bad results. e.g. with a level position of 112, according to theory, it is impossible to get into the best class but i did it. Honestly, in sec 2, i dreamt of getting into e1 class and my friends had been mocking at me and my wishful thinking... Well, whatever it is, all these are in the past now. I had always been planning ahead of time. But as for now, see how is my progress in ITE before i start to plan my route ahead.

(p.s. dun ask me why i choose the title of this entry as shown above. I just put in what i think is suitable. lol...)