Friends or 'Friends'?

Sometimes, when we think back, the things that we did seems unnecessary, but we did what we did... Those things might be directly or indirectly affects you somehow. That's when you really cannot think straight. But when you cool down and as you recalled, what you did are really silly...

Friends? What are friends? Who are your real friends? Are your 'friends' really your friends? All these questions have been in my mind for a long time and i am yet to differentiate who is and who is not. I means we are all friends but are they real friends that you can share secrets with? I have some real friend back in ITE, and i sometimes don't really care much about him. In order to be part of a larger group, i ignored him. There are times that i 'betrayed' him but he was never angry with me (or was he?). My weakness is that i hate to be a loner and that's why i am easily manipulate by others. Now that i am in poly, one thing for sure, i can count on my friends, classmates and schoolmates alike... Good things always come last for me. When i thought i had found it, i am wrong. So now is the time? Who's knows?