Matters of Trust

It had been quite long now since i last blog... I think about a week or so. Never update cos recently not much happened. Now the time is 4am in the morning. First, I would like to wish everyone, "Happy Deepavali"...

Something just came into my mind and i felt there is a need to put my thoughts here. Trusts are one factor that keep couples going. I felt it is rather pathetic that a couple had to end up checking each other up. Both guys and girls alike, the very same excuse for doing so is that they love the other party too much. But the truth cannot be deny. I told myself one thing, no matter what happened, i will not do those unnecessary check-up on the other party. I do not know about others but for me, i feel that finding someone that you can trust, love and live your life with, it is a gift. I would rather be the one that get hurts, rather than the other party. I had gone through too many setbacks, especially after the incident happened in 28 March 2006, the past had really make me a better person. But still, i lost quite a large amount of confidence after that. For now, whatever me and my dear~ heard or saw in others' relationship, we tend to get a bit uneasy but at the same time, ensure that we are there for each other. Going into 5 months now in the upcoming 20th October. For long distance relationship to last that long, it is a bonus as both of us had never expected it. That's what makes me more determine to maintain this relationship.