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so sian... look like unable to make it to the class chalet in june oredi... sigh! my holiday starts at onli ard 15th june... what can i do?? last thursday juz went back to sec. sch. to take the 'o' level cert. thought no one would me there since most of my former classmates oredi collected and really a bit surprised to see sq there oso... we chatted for a while before going our separate ways lah. being back in tanglin, i felt rather guilty and if given a choice, i will really want to stay away from that place. it is not that i hated that place for any reason but it is that sense of guilt of being unable to progress to poly or jc despite me being in e1 class. i really do not know how to face those teachers that had thought me before... i felt that i had let them down or rather i had oredi let them down. so miserable and felt so guilty...

to make things worse, the joker (donkey) actually dunno who he was talking to all along. he thought that he was dealing with me which he is not... for that, im really quite glad that i am unable to join them in the class chalet. Contradicting, isn't it?? i mean if he really had went to jaime's blog and post there as me, how am i going to explain to her?? i suspect or should i say i know ian is that asshole donkey who do not know who he is talking to at my tagboard. pathetic, isn't he?? Life juz dun pass through as the way you want it as someone sure to sabotage you along the way... how am i going to clear the misunderstanding with her now?? Well, life still goes on. but still i hate him, to the core... and this hatred goes on for life, i sweared... like i used to say him, "joker-cum-pollutant"...