So Much Had Happened

Things seems to be getting out of control now... I knew i shouldn't have sms her that question and now here i am, worrying if history will repeat itself or not. If it really repeat itself, well what can i do? The only thing that i can do now is to try and amend everything i had done wrong and see if i can turn the situation around.

Seriously, looking at her and my friends now, i can't help thinking back at those days... Like i said many times, it is going to be my darkest moment and that is the reason why im so afraid that history would repeat itself. Well, still let see how things turn out, hopefully positive this week. Feel kinda sad not being able to go to the 4e1 chalet. Am i the only one who unable to go? I have been thinking, if the lecturer release us early for the day 2moro, should i go or not? But still thinking, isn't it good that i did not go. Guess i won't be able to enjoy myself since i will still have school the next day and i always feels awkwards that Jaime kept avoiding me... Well, come to think of it, i guess it is still best that i didn't go... But as for the year-end outing, guys remember to call and tell me about it! I am sure going for that outing. Feeling kinda emo. now...

I didn't go for the CIP yesterday cos' of something that happened last year. I mean what is the use of helping someone when others don't want to help... I have come across an idiot who asked me many questions and didn't donate in the end, so what the use?

Next time then update lar... Got to rush liao.. Until next time.