Freaky Coward

What the freaky SOTB you are... All of them are supporting you and you let yourself and the rest down... Why let the past bother you so much? Why let it obstruct the chance between you and her? What exactly is wrong with you? Are you going to like her using this way forever? You jolly well know how you feel when you knew that she might be leaving and now she is still here with you, are you going to let it slip by again? You are nothing but a coward who don't deserve to like someone...
What past is past and it shouldn't be bothering you now at this point of time... You knew you had the chance, you want to know what her response is, then why don't you do it? Why don't you tell her that you like her?

Honestly, i am really afraid to know her answer. I am really afraid that history may repeat itself... Like Jaime, i am afraid that after i told her, she would ignore me... Useless! How useless can I be? Simply just a SOTB who don't dare to tell his feelings out. Useless! Useless! Useless! Just cannot forget about the past! Arghhh!!!!