Week Review And Feelings

It has been quite a while now. If you notice, i seems to have blog not so often cos i am really tired nowadays. I used to blog a lot cos i found out to be very troubled most of the time but now, my life is back to stable so i blogged less now.

Working from 8.30am to 5.30pm, the job may be easy to some but for me, they are not that easy as it seems, that is to sort documents. Imagine you had to sit in your place for the 8 hours (excluding lunch break) and sort all the documents they have, seriously not easy. What's more, i sometimes work overtime cos of the packed bus-stop and i hate to squeeze with the other working adults. But again, working overtime stress me out even more and compared to the normal 8 hours. My pay is like $6.50 per hour for the first 44 hours in a week and for every extra hours, $9.50 per hour. What for earn that $9.50 when you are all wear out and frustrated every time you reached home. No use at all. So from tomorrow onwards, no more overtime. Just work for that 44 hours and that is all! And my plan, to work till this friday or saturday cos really i need a break and i feel i deserve it no matter what others say...

Love... I seems to have a lot of question marks in me that i don't really know. It is either that i had to find out from her or find out by myself somehow. I really had doubts and i feel (~touchwood~) that somehow or other, we will end up in a breakup. I don't know is it good or bad but that is how i feel. My feelings always tell me my future and they are accurate most of the time but for this time, i hope it is wrong and unaccurate, by hook or by crook. Like what they say, to me this is really a long distance romance and plus our age gap, it is really difficult to maintain. No wonder it had not been look forward to by all...

SAD :( ...