Go For The Goals

Another month gone and still counting down... For some reason, i am just afraid that my results would drop even more. And with so many people aiming to go poly, the chance for me to even get into a poly is even threaten. I guess as long as the battle rages on, there will be no way to neutralise this threat. Every man for himself.

People said that the way i talk make me seems like a very proud person but the fact is that, i still can't forget what those jokers said here in my blog. Things such as relationships, acedemics, friendships and etc., every bits and pieces of it stays in my mind forever and ever. I wanted to prove so much to myself and to them, to the extent that i can regardless the way i put across certain issues, like acedemic results. It is not that i am blaming them but i just wanted to do something and i, myself am proud of, something which others don't see that i can achieve it. I don't want to go back to the past when i failed in almost everything. With 3 more school terms to go, i had to do everything i could to ensure a place in a poly. I am now only in the summit of Mount Faber but my own target is that i hope i can reach the peak of Mount Everest. People may say that i am exaggerating or even say that it is unachievable or even say that i am proud or whatever but i know for the fact that this is my dream, my hope.

As for my relationship now, 11 more days before it reaches 5 months. I never expected it could last this far but well, i guess this is a bonus for me. Me and my gf only knew each other for 2 hours initially and now is almost 5 months. I guess no one would believe it even if i tell them this.
That is all the updates for today and for the past week!