Monday, September 22, 2008

There's A Will, There's A Way

It had been quite a while now since i last blogged. Well, there is nothing much to blog about since i am now having school holiday. I may be having holidays now but my mind is still working from day to night. I used to like school holidays but now, vice versa. There is totally nothing to do during school holidays and all i did was sleep till i feel like waking up. Damn bored!

But i learnt something myself too. I learnt that sometimes things may not be as bad as it seems to be. What am i talking about? It is surprising how a simple activity can teach you something that is invisible to the eyes and that is the power of one's wills. Though i may always tend to look things at the negative side but like all others, i wanted to turn things around. I learnt that as long as there is one last chip left with you, there is no reasons to give up. I looked back and was trying to recall some occasions in which i tried to put my one last chip on the line and give it all my best. Sometimes, i win but again, other times i lost. It is a matter of whether you feel that if that particular incident worth your effort in putting your one last chip on the line for it. I also realized something too. I used to call those jokers inmature but i never ask myself that how mature am i as compared to them. Now that my life changes much better, i guess it is time for me to think about my own personalities. I had spent my life judging others but now it is time for a change, isn't it?

Well! You know what they said, "There is a will, there is a way." .

Monday, September 01, 2008

Month Review

Today is 1st September and it is an official day for Teachers' Day. I wanted to go back last friday but it seems to me that no one went back to secondary school or maybe there was. Who cares? Everything is over now. Come to think of it, I don't really look forward to meet my former class again after that miserable 2 years. Just wanted to go back and meet the teacher i respected the most.

August is over and September is here. August was kinda busy month for me but it started well :) The last final exam is here, Principles of Marketing (POM)... I really hated projects ever since i need to do projects in school to so-called, pull up my overall marks, but i see it as it's more like pulling down my overall marks. I supposed 'A' for WAD is a goner cos of project. POM... I really hope for an 'A' but i don't know if that is possible cos of project again. Sigh! To make things worse, the whole of next semester is all about projects. I'm dead! Let's not talk about projects. Well! Let's review some of the highlights of the events in the month of August:

1st August 2008:
Like I said, the month of August started well with some team-building activities in school. But the highlight for this day was that i was able to patch up with my gf... When i received the news that she wanted to break up with me, my mood changed though not obvious physically. All i thought of was how to save this relationship if possible. Honestly, i was on the verge of giving up until she called me that day. I was just overjoyed and really hope that i could talk to her for another hour but at that time, both of us had our own thing to do. I sat down and i thought a lot and to do some self-reflection.

5th August 2008:
Nothing special... It is my WAD CA2. Relatively easy and i got 48.5/50, though i expected 50/50 but still 'A'. I supposed my careless mistakes lied on that single ';' in that questions on cookies.

9th August 2008:
This day was National Day. Somehow this year's National Day seems to be too quiet unlike other years. National Day was my grandmother's birthday too, so i expected all my family members to be here but it was not what i expected. Some of my cousins were not here :(

Well! I think that is about it... Not much. The rest of the days were like normal like any other days, I guess... That's the update/highlights for last month.