The 2008 Highlight Reel

2008 is finally coming to an end. Today is the eve of new year. For me, 2008 ends with more things to look forward to in the upcoming year. The 1st quarter of 2009 will be a very important terms for me. Firstly, my Basic Theory Test (BTT) is on the 6th January. Then, the whole term will be my final push towards polytechnic. As for the rest of 2009, haven't really plan yet. Let's see how it goes for the 1st term first.

Now, let's look back 2008. Things that happen, good and bad...
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"The 2008 Highlight Reel"
Nothing really happened much in 2008, except that 2008 is rather a not-so-smooth year. Heart-broken most of the time but well, i always believe if you treat or love someone from the bottom of your heart, even the heaviest storm can't blow them away from you, even if there is some jokers around.

For the 1st 10 months, occasionally i had to deal with the same old jokers until i really can't stand them anymore, i decided to delete my blog URL from the 4e1'06 class blog. Come to think of it, that blog really pathetic.

My acedemic results are one thing which i am happy about ocassionally. Why occasionally? Cos sometimes, the results may not turn out to be the results that i desire and work for. Rather stressed sometimes but thanks to her support, no matter how stress, i told myself that not to give up so easily. When it comes to relationship, i guess both of us wanted to try and last it as long as possible.
"End of 2008 Highlight Reel"
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This blog survive yet another year. This blog of mine is 2 years old now with 110+ entries. Worth celebrating eh? haha! Well, to all my friends and rachel, Happy New Year 2009

Streak Aces

Oh well! Today's test... I am screwed and there goes my streak 'A's. Haix~ What is over, is over now. More thing to think of and achieved. This coming thursday is my AIT Access Test. Hopefully for this test, i will get another 'A'.

Kind of stressed up. It is not that i am 'hao lian' about the streak 'A's but it is because my parents, friends, gf and even myself have high expectations on me. They all feel that i will be able to make it into poly, including myself. There is a famous quote among us regarding the GPA, "要下容易，要上难", and this is what i am worry about. Seriously, I used to have not much expectations about myself but now, vice versa. The feeling is like, i am not doing for myself anymore, it is like i am doing for others. I know that the grade are impt to me and not others but i just can't stop the stress. At least now that I know, people that love me are motivating me. This type of stress is more like a help than harm.

Just like playing games... I lost that streak, i will get it back someday cos' i know now what i am capable of. The Game Is Not Over...

All In A Day

It has finally reached the last month of 2008 and before you know it, it will be the last day of 2008. I shall wait till the last day for the conclusion of the year, but for now, it is all about the past few days and today.

The past few days were as usual, except for the fact that i am been busy for the last few days. Why am I busy? Well, you will find out. I can't really stand the way they disturb rachel and me, especially their CS nicks. It bothers me a lot. At that point of time, I really wanted to shout but I didn't. I mean what's the use of shouting at the top of the voice? I had wasted many efforts to show that I am not happy with their attitude but it had totally no effects at all. I hate myself for the fact I can't do anything despite they had crossed over the border line. I got a confession to make. There are many times that the thought of breaking up with rachel came into my mind cos' I really don't know how to face her but then, she is too good, in terms of her personality and her ways of looking at things, that make me think otherwise. Seriously, there is not many girls out there like her. I could think a lot of positive characters she has that I don't feel there is a need to state all here.

Today, I managed to meet up with rachel (and her brother). What is my feeling? Happy, and that is all I can say. It's almost 1 year for me and her now, with some obstacles during these times. Each obstacles remind me of not to take her for granted. Hence, I made the below video just for her, "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You".

As mentioned in the song: "I might have been in love before, but it never felt this strong"