Pre-CNY Thinkings

Super tiring today. I guess i oredi in the CNY mood liao. Dun feel like going to school tmr cos only 2 hrs. But this is not i wanted to update about. It's all about yesterday and today.

Yesterday went to play mahjong at my friend's hse until quite late. Do a bit of thinking later on. My friend told me that i had no skills in playing mahjong but i got the luck, so i am able to minimise the losses. Well, i guess i am really lucky sometimes but lucks do run out. On the way home, i actually thought of something. Sometimes, things may be luck but others may need hard work. Take for example, academics and well, relationships. Academics and relationship alike, i need to work harder on both of them. As for Mahjong, i am going to quit it, like it or not, but not until after CNY and my class chalet :)... Academics: i am working hard to get promoted to polys. Relationship: i am trying hard so that me and rachel can be back together one day, though now that we are just friends. Had a little quarrel with my father too. Can't understand adults sometimes.

Today, on the way back home from IMM, i was watching this documentary on TVMobile. I came across this phrase that really get me to think a lot, "因为不是‘别人’，所以等待是值得的。" . I finally straighten out my mind, no matter whether it is possible or not, i will wait for her cos' she is not any other stranger i met on the road, she is the one that unlocked my inner personality. No matter the outcome will be a sad ending or a happy ending, she will be worth it afterall...