爱的就是你

Today, i just don't know what came over me. I have to admit, i really wanted to cry out but i just don't want others to know i am an useless weakling. The fact is i did slap him hard and although i know i slapped him for a reason, i could not defend myself when he hit back. It is like all of the sudden, my mind went back to the past, what had happened to me before. I don't want to lose what i have now but at the same time, i really wanted to defend my pride.

The days in the past were really hard to pass by and i am really afraid that that same thing may happened again. I was just too scare to do anything at that moment. As i looked back, the more useless i feel about myself. Rachel... She supported me as always. Seriously, i was touched when she wanted to do something for me about this incident. At that time, my tears were already uncontrollable. As serious as she may be, i don't want her to get hurt or anything. Things are sometimes not what she seems to be. Being a weakling myself, i am not even sure if i can protect her if things were to happen to her. As long as i know about her concerns, i am happy enough or more than happy. Enjoy the following MV that concludes this entry: "爱的就是你" - 王力宏