Year of the Ox 2009

January 2009 is a month that i learnt quite a number of lessons and i am sure there will be more coming in the months to come. Firstly is my attitude. I got to change my attitude when talking to people, no matter how much i hated that person. I always blame others but myself. I am very stubborn cos i thought that if you stand your ground, people will recognised you one day but that is not the case. The cause of my attitude may be cos of the insecurity i got in me. Whatever the cause are, i will change my attitude towards people but if things get ugly, i am not running away like i used to be.

Secondly, i learnt why my parents are so against me playing mahjong. Basically, mahjong is also a form of gambling. They don't want me to end up like 'someone' one day. However, they say once in a while won't hurt much. I think like what my mother said, i am kind of addicted to mahjong. Really got to stop before things get out of control. Thirdly, regarding my relationship, i also learnt a valuable lesson. What is yours, will be yours. There is no need to be so die-hearted. As for now, i have decided to let it go. But then......

Chinese New Year is coming. For the chinese, it means another year older. Hopefully, in the Year of the Ox, I can change whatever i had set to change about myself. I don't want my parents to get worry anymore. New year, New beginnning. Wishing all Happy Chinese New Year.