Making Dreams A Reality

Oh yea! Bacelona wins Man U 2-0... WooHoo! But that's not the main thing... Look like there are new jokers in town. Things start to get interesting but... I don't care. For all i know, 我所有的幻想都成了现实. 所有的不可能都变成可能.

I dunno how long this can last but... Dear~ stays in KL, Malaysia and me, here in Singapore. Both of us do not have the sense of security but we try our best to keep this relationship going. A lot of people tells me this that when craps comes in, close the door shut. I am no doubts angry with them but like what dear~ said that it's their business to say what they like and try to ignore them. Know some friends from NP and we get along very well. We tease each other and so on. Although me and my dear~ stay in 2 different countries but we still sms each other and we chat with each other in msn...

Ok bahz... Dun blog liao. Off to chat with my dear~ hehe...

New Beginning

I seems to have the habit of blogging at midnight but that does not matter, as long as i am happy now. Malaysia and Singapore may be neighboring countries, but the distance between Kuala Lumpur (KL) and Singapore is very far, as shown in the map below, but i feel it is worth the try.

I had been pondering over this matter the past few days and i had been conflicting with my mind, seeking out the pros and cons. I had been asking myself this particular question, "如果爱一个人，是不是可以不管彼此的距离多遥远，你还会想那一个人?" It is not that i am despo or anything, but it is just that we somehow click with each other. She is still studying in KL but i really hope that she can come over and study after completing her studies in KL. I believe in this, as long as we keep in contact, through msn, there should not be any troubles at all. Since she is willing to give me a chance, i guess that is fate too. Whether we can last long or not, it will be up to us as to how we are going to maintain this relationship. In conclusion, i feel nothing except happiness and of cos, hope this last...

(Ignore The "We are here!". Focus on the distance between KL and S'pore)
Source: http://www.perhentianguide.com/hotel/perhen/tunabay/images/map.gif

NP Bowling Team - My Dream And Expectation

Just came back from my bowling CCA... After 3 weeks of training, i didn't seems to have any improvement. Our coach aims to train us to be professional bowlers in 3 months time. This adds more stress to my desires to have an average score of 190... And my score now, at most only 90+... Average of 190? Still a very long way to go.

When the coach was watching us, i felt very stress. Not only that i feared that i can't hit the pins, but i also feared that i was unable to get into the bowling team. I know it will take some time and there is no rush but i just can't get the thoughts, of unable to be in the team, out of my mind. There is something i wanted to prove so much. After the CCA, i told myself to relax and i kept telling myself, "The difference between impossible and possible lies in one's determination". I told myself not to give up so easily and that by losing my confidence, i have already lost half the battle. Of course, my bowling friends also did encourage me. Seeing me how stressful when coach was around, they keep telling me to relax. NP Bowling Team standard is high, no doubt, but it is this standard that push me forward. And i never regret joining Bowling Club, even if it costs $16 per session, and even if till the end, i did not enter the team.

There is a lot of my success stories right here. Story of how i climbed from the bottom pit back up to the surface, against all odds. If i ever enter the NP Bowling Team, it will be another of my success story and i looked forward putting them right here.

What A Drag!

It's late midnight and here i am still blogging. Still hating myself but dunno for what purpose... Haha! What am i talking about? lolz... Never mind what i am talking about.

Yesterday's BStat (Business Statistics) lecture was a drag. It's all about ACC and BIT is like transparent to the lecturer. That's why I hope this time round, it will be the BIT students that score the highest and not the ACC... Really fed up with the lecturer. Went through so fast somemore and expect us to understand. So when the lecturer cannot make it, it is all up to the students now... I am finally officially exempted from ITB (IT in Business). Well, I was kinda happy and sad, at the same time. Why? Dun ask... I dunno why either. As for my bowling CCA, i was kinda still getting used to my new bowling ball. Besides BStat, other modules are kinda ok to me... So tired. Zzzz... Have to get to sleep now...

(Facts: You are the reason that i am sad after being exempted from ITB)

Drama Review

Just watched the 17th episode of a taiwan drama, "败犬女王". A lot of thoughts came through me. I just had to wondered is it really possible for 2 people, with the age gap of 8, to be together and live happily ever after? The drama hasn't ended yet and the outcome still unknown, but what i am think is that if it is really possible for these 2 people to be together, then what about those, with their age gap half of it?

Took bus no. 188 home today. Saw a couple in the bus and how i envy of them. The memories that i had with her, are still as clear as though it just happened yesterday. We may be living in 2 ends of Singapore, and we seldom meet (or rather most of the time wasted my trip to her area), but i don't mind at all. No matter how my parents said about her, it didn't really bothered me. However, it does bother her. Break up with her for 5 months now... Whenever i was asked to talk about myself, somehow or rather, she came into my mind. I will always use the phrase, "someone special" cos' the fact remains that she is really very special. But what's past is past, they can only serves as memories... Sad but true :(

Played DotA with my friends till 6pm in campus, and went our separate ways at the Clementi MRT station, before taking the bus home...

First Bowling Training

I finally understand why people hate me in the past... I had been such an idiot in the past and so irritating. Well, there is a living example and i don't like it too... No use destroying my mood cos' it was a happy day for me. There are things in this world which is better to learn from the professionals. In 3 years time, i am going to excel, and gets better than i am now. I thought that being honest and straight forward is good, but now i think otherwise.

Like i said, "The Difference Between The Impossible and The Possible Lies In One's Determination". If i lose confidence in myself, i lose half the battle. A lot of people used to think there is a lot of thing that i can't accomplish but when i did, they just disappeared. My mother also told me this, "What you want to achieve, there is no need to tell others. Knows them in your heart and work towards it." I used to think my parents don't support me in everything what i do, but now i think otherwise. Even the one that fought with me since young, support me... He even told me to work hard... Well! I will since this is my interest. And since with someone helping me, i believe i will get better in it...

It is getting late and i am been in school for whole day... Just feel like sleeping now... Zzzz...

(Facts: The Difference Between The Impossible and The Possible Lies In One's Determination)