Friends or 'Friends'?

Sometimes, when we think back, the things that we did seems unnecessary, but we did what we did... Those things might be directly or indirectly affects you somehow. That's when you really cannot think straight. But when you cool down and as you recalled, what you did are really silly...

Friends? What are friends? Who are your real friends? Are your 'friends' really your friends? All these questions have been in my mind for a long time and i am yet to differentiate who is and who is not. I means we are all friends but are they real friends that you can share secrets with? I have some real friend back in ITE, and i sometimes don't really care much about him. In order to be part of a larger group, i ignored him. There are times that i 'betrayed' him but he was never angry with me (or was he?). My weakness is that i hate to be a loner and that's why i am easily manipulate by others. Now that i am in poly, one thing for sure, i can count on my friends, classmates and schoolmates alike... Good things always come last for me. When i thought i had found it, i am wrong. So now is the time? Who's knows?

5th Month Anniversary

Matters of Trust

It had been quite long now since i last blog... I think about a week or so. Never update cos recently not much happened. Now the time is 4am in the morning. First, I would like to wish everyone, "Happy Deepavali"...

Something just came into my mind and i felt there is a need to put my thoughts here. Trusts are one factor that keep couples going. I felt it is rather pathetic that a couple had to end up checking each other up. Both guys and girls alike, the very same excuse for doing so is that they love the other party too much. But the truth cannot be deny. I told myself one thing, no matter what happened, i will not do those unnecessary check-up on the other party. I do not know about others but for me, i feel that finding someone that you can trust, love and live your life with, it is a gift. I would rather be the one that get hurts, rather than the other party. I had gone through too many setbacks, especially after the incident happened in 28 March 2006, the past had really make me a better person. But still, i lost quite a large amount of confidence after that. For now, whatever me and my dear~ heard or saw in others' relationship, we tend to get a bit uneasy but at the same time, ensure that we are there for each other. Going into 5 months now in the upcoming 20th October. For long distance relationship to last that long, it is a bonus as both of us had never expected it. That's what makes me more determine to maintain this relationship.

Late Night Movie

After a night with less than 5 hours sleep, i am really now super tired but what i felt is that, all these tiredness is worthwhile. It is not like we got numerous chance to out together as "The 8 Immortals" or maybe "Treasure 8" or whatever. Why 8? Well, there are 8 of us, including me and my brother, the rest are cousins.

Went to watch 1.15am movie, "Accident (意外)", starring 古天乐, in Jurong Point GV. Not a bad show, boring but come to think of it, quite meaningful. The movie depicts the meaning of, "What goes around comes around". The male lead was leading a group of people who kills for money, by staging an accident. However, during an operation, one of them met with a mishap, which causes a series of events. I don't know about others but for me, out of 5 stars, i think i will give it 2.5-3 stars.

Just before the movie, we were taking photos as marks of our late night excursion until one of our cousins set off the alarm in Fish & Co. She got so afraid and we even teased her until her face turned pale. But, like in the movie, this is just an accident since no harm is done. After that, we just went to our cousin's place for overnight, which ended most of us with 'panda eyes'.