TeAcHeR's DaY 2006

Sometimes if you watch variety shows that disccussed issues that with regard to teenagers, you may somehow find it quite true... I duuno what to say but it seems that everyone in this world are 'reporters'... For instance in my school, just solely my class, there are 4-5 'reporters' and whatever happened in class were known to the entire Sec 4 Express Stream (More like a loudspeakers to me though). They think its fun but to me or even her, it's embarassing... One last thing, they embarassed me yesterday... My pant's zip had a bit of problem and sometimes it will just unzip automatically. But they( jokers) just burst the thing out and how will YOU feel, Nazri, if they were to burst this embarassing thing out with the presence of the girl that you like? Will that be ok for you? If yes, I have nothing to say...

I am not feeling so well today and I was thinking not to go to school today since it just Teachers' Day celebration but still I did go in the end... My headache got worse and I even feel like vomiting. However some kind of forces were supporting me. Well, I still remember what Nazri had told me, "You are a weakling unless you choose not to be one!", at least it was something like this I guess... And another force? I did it for her although I knew that whatever I did was fruitless. lol... Although we didn't have the chance to perform on stage but whatever we had prepared didn't go to waste... We performed what we have prepared in class for Mrs. Koh... Well, this is the last year we celebrate Teachers' Day, right? (Maybe) After that, mi and one of my friends went back to our primary school... Its our P6 class gathering... Good times always ends fast... Sigh!

(p.s: photos not uplaoded yet... thank you for your patience... lol:) ) (adapted from: http://ikilledsuperman.blogspot.com- "i love you, my dearest sweetheart shirlyn" lol... Whoever you refers to... haha!)

np trip

What can I say? I don't know how how to describe my day today... Maybe you can say that I have been that suck in soccer and as for me, I could just say I am not in a good form. In addtion, there is no defenders to support me as all were focusing on attacking, even we lost 2 points behind... It really hard for me to accept this reality as all three goals were scored by someone that are unexpected, Zhe Wen and Kah Eng. Whatever it is, its all over and no use blaming anyone else, right? Well, as I always say, "Always look on the bright side of life", and I always believe in miracles. We don't have Maths FOCUS today as we need to go np for the whatever maths thing and we had a lucky draw at the end of everything. I was so lucky... Well, I think maybe you can guess what happened next, right?

The gift is a soft teddy bear... I don't really play with these soft toys since young like my siblings do but for some reasons, I refused to give to Angela when she wanted it... After the whole afternoon was over, those jokers asked me if I wanted to give to her... Why not if she accept it? And 1 thing, whatever happened in 28 March is still in those jokers' brain. Didn't they have any better things to do? I think that is all for today...

(p.s. anyway Nazri, the last 2 lines refers to you too... So irritating... Don't be angry anyway, haha!)

At The Beginning (Richard Marx And Donna Lewis)

At The Beginning

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
At the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how are dreams could come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
At the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's going to tear us apart

And life is a road and I want to going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

'fighting virus with a virus'

Another week passed by and next week is the last week of school and after that, its our prelim... Time passes by without even your notice and I kind of like it. If you ask me why I mocked at myself when all of you mock at me in any areas, I can only tell you that this is my method by looking something at the bright side and nothing better turms out when I tried to go against the current... What am I talking about? I am talking about 'fighting virus with a virus'... There is a saying, "if you can't beat them, join them." and that is actually what I am doing... Of course, I am angry inside but the more you resist, the more they find it fun to disturb you, so why not join them, right? I may be stupid but this is the only way...

I think that's it for today... So tired...Zzzz

My Blog's Theme...

Guang Liang - Tong Hua

Finally, my blog theme song... Isn't this cool? lol:)...

Untitled...

This sucks... For the 1st time ever, technology failed me... My printer was unable to print out the document that I wanted to print and well, like what Mrs. Chng said, "When technology failed, it is always back to paper and pen.". I don't mind writing down using pen but what really angered me most was the attitude Jensen had. I just wanted him to help me print my lit. homework and guess what? When I asked, he actually went offline and went back online again a few minutes later... He really sux! I mean he could have just refused me, right? Who do he think he is by just going offline like that and online again after a few minutes. Well, when all is against you for some reasons, it is always best to find a way out of a situation instead of just counting on them. For me, it is the fight to the finish... What am I talking about? I am talking about even if I am alone to fight for my own survival, I will still find a way to get out of difficult situation... Of course not to run away, that is a cowardly act...

Tomorrow is the new week in school and I don't know what obstacles are ahead of me this week but for sure, since I had survived for so many week, tomorrow and the rest of next week are nothing to me, seriously. It seems to me that I have another life vision for myself, "Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life".

Jokers-Cum-'Pollutants'...

The trip to Jurong Island today was rather fun and interesting... Not only that I learnt more about Jurong Island but its history too... I had never expect that Jurong Island was built just not too long again, in the year 2000, as I thought that Jurong Island must have exist for many years. Just a general knowledge, Jurong Island is made up of 7 southern islands of Singapore after merging and land reclaiming... Well, though there was a lot of fun in Jurong Island, those jokers-cum-'pollutants', a new nickname for those jokers, actually tried and annoyed me. For some reasons, I became invulnerable to their nonsenses and life continues... Maybe I had converted my angers into strength to ignore their nonsenses... lol.

On the trip back, we were playing the 'bombing' kind of games and those jokers-cum-'pollutants' actually tried and attract attention to themselves, i assumed, when they just shout out something which is rather annoying. When this failed to annoyed me, they tried another method... They shouted as loudly as they can, "Nigel, why you like Jaime?". So what if I like her, is that a problem? I find this super lame and hence, I ignored them... After that, they stopped all these nonsenses...

I just can't wait to finish my 'O' level so that I can go poly and has my own computer... I hate the adults for trying to take full control of my life... Everytime when I wanted to use the computer for homework or even for personal usage, I had to ask them since they locked the computer with password and they are the one who knows the password... In fact, I was the one that came up with this password thing or else they will never thought of it... My method of trying to stop my brother from using actually backfire and I blame myself for introduce such ideas that lead me to the state of whenever I wanted to use computer for personal use, most of the time, I have to go to the lan shop to use... Ridiculous, isn't it? My house has a computer but I have to use money in order to use one...

Basically, this is it... I just need to highlight about my class trip to Jurong Island and the jokers' new nickname: jokers-cum-'pollutants'...

Troubled Boy

Everything about my class is good but what is bad about my class is that they never failed to leak out secrets that others have... Whatever happened in class would be made known to the entire level in just a day time... Isn't that incredible? There are some friends which I thought could be trusted but none can, except for some of my long time friends like Koon Peng and maybe Aloysius. No one could be trusted except them, including Ming Zheng. He is such a big mouth and unable to keep the secrets of others to himself. I really hate to put down something bad about them as I feels that more friends is better than having more enemies, but they are just intolerable. They may be good to me on the outside but as far as I know, they are the ones who goes around telling others what I don't want many to know.

I trusted Ming Zheng so much but he actually stabbed me in the back... I know all these may affect our friendship but I just can't keep quiet and let all of you think that I am ok with what all of you are doing. I am tired of all these... Initially, I thought it was those jokers who tell everyone, almost the entire level about me but never did I expect that during FOCUS today, someone from 4E2 tells me that Jun Hao was involved in this too... Not only him, Marlene and many others did the same too... No wonder I was puzzled why the entire level knew about what was going on in our class and just those jokers, it is impossible that it could reach that fast to the entire level. I have to endure 2-3 more months before everything comes to a close and do all of you know how I feel? Of course, all of you don't know... Maybe I am bad at judging someone as in who is more likely that can be trusted... I was red-hot when I knew that it wasn't just the jokers who were behind all these but others are involved in this too...

Seriously, I am very disappointed with all of you and furious at the same time. I predicted that those jokers would spread the story and Priscilla would too since she and I were like some kind of arch-enemies since last year but never did I suspected them...

At home, nothing was different as compared to school. I was not allowed to do this and not allowed to do that. I tried my best to make my parents happy but all they know is nagged about my results and compared me to my brother. My brother and cousin, they are always against me and no matter how hard I tried, I always failed to make them respect me and my brother, he always want to pick a fight with me and in the end, I was the one being scolded by my parents since I am the eldest at home.

Nothing, absolutely nothing, goes well for me and I was such a failure... No matter what I do, I am unable to make anyone respect me and I bet with all of you that if this blog of mine was leaked out, many will sure make jokes out of it again... It is so predictable!!!

Welcome To Fairy童Tales话

This is my new blog that was named after my favourite song (like what my classmates said though not true), <<童话>>... Hope this blog can last long, as long as possible and its life is not as short as the previous ones, lol... Also hope that those jokers in my class won't find out about this blog or they will make a joke out of it AGAIN, WITHOUT FAIL! Well, this is just a short description about my blog... More to come which includes my blog's theme song which is none other than <<童话>>... Happy Browsing :)