Friday, November 24, 2006

4E1 Forever!!!!!!!!!!


Me & Sam...

Wow! I never expect this day when we can be friends despite the conflicts we had...

Friends Forever!!!!!
Tiring but fun, today my first step into the adults' world and trust me, adults' road is not easy... Not talk about the adults' world for now... Yesterday night was really a blast and for the 1st time, i took photos with my friends... Well, photos are memories, right? Thanks guys for giving me such a wonderful evening yesterday and like what Mrs. Koh said, every conflicts we used to have were all forgotten except one. Even if I can forget, I bet the other party will not forget it...

Overall, the prom night was great and I could say that it is one event that I will never ever forget in my life for if I forget, I had photos to remind me... And that night I think I am a bit emotional that my tears almost dropped, I don't know why I felt that way but well, that's me! Through these years, u guys changed me... Don't know what I am talking about? Forget it then... For the last time, u guys rox and despite we going our difference roads and making our dreams come through, may we all stick together like before... 4E1 Forever!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

2 years of emotions...

Finally, after 4 weeks of 'o' lvl and now back to blogging. Trust me, this 4 weeks were not easy to pass... For me, these 4 weeks were full of emotions. Yesterday was my last paper and strangly enough, i am not myself that day and i had some kind of strange feelings in which i could not tell what is it myself... Prom night is next and i was beginning to wonder if it was a right choice for me to go. I was beginning to feel whatever Victor said made sense about being condemned by my own classmates. Of course, I hoped whatever he said is not true la...

There are many things that I had not said for i am afraid that if this secret was to be revealed, especially those jokers, it would affect the people around me... You see, sometimes in class, i would rather stay away from others, just to avoid them from being teased by those jokers. I just hate them for making a joke out of me with other people, regardless of genders. Even if that person don't mind, i feel bad about it, what is more if that is the person that you liked, right? Take for example, those jokers used to tease one of my friends who we know since kindergarten and although he don't mind, I feel bad about it seriously... I just hated getting other people involved... Many people around me got teased too and i really feel bad about it. Remember the 28 March incident, i 'exploded' that easily because i feel bad that i got her involved in this mess too... I rather they all just leave the people around me alone and just come for me...

Now, i really want to thanks whoever who did not mind being teased by those jokers and make me feel better (Am I being a bit emotional?) and for those who mind, i understand your feelings. Well, who do not need a friend in this world, right?