Targets

well, 2moro is my CA (class assessment) which consists abt ard 50% of the total score and this is one of the most important test i had ever taken... How important is it? it is important to the extent that i find myself 1st time ever, preparing for the test. true, this is just a test, but i do not wish to struggle after that in order to get into poly. 2moro is the WPB (Web Publishing) test and friday is OFA (Office Applications) test and as for BFD (Business Fundamentals), it is still unknown...

For the upcoming 1 1/2 years or so, to reach my target:

Targeted Poly: np / sp

Targeted courses: Business IT / Games & Entertainment Technology

Targeted GPA: > 3.2

well, try all my best to achieve and maintain the GPA score of above 3.2, in this way i should be able to reach my targets in no time. Life is nv easy. The difference between Secondary school and now is that, the teachers are really quite patient... They dun mind to keep explaning again and again, and occasionally, they are quite motivating. Even the DM (Discipline Master) is different from secondary school. How do i know? well, he teach us OFA and that's how i know... haha!:)

Well! Better get back to studies now... 2moro is the day... ;)

I Dream

In my mind

I can climb

All the mountains that surround me

My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly

In my heart

There's a spark

That can light the world around me

An open door, where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win

Or the colour of my skin

Cause this race is all about

Believing in yourself

[*Chorus*]

*And I dream

I can run

Like the wind

And be strong

When my heart just wants to give in

I dream, I can be

The hero that's in me

When I dream, I dream*

There's a time, In your life

When the odds are so against you

There's no defeat if all you keep is pride

First or last, Slow or fast

There's a dignity that makes you

Keep driving on, when world's have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor

Or the things you've done before

Cause the race is all about

Believing in yourself

[*Chrous*]

I dream!Of the moment

That forever will be golden

When the torch is passed

Only dreams will last

That are shared by everyone

[*Chorus*]

Well, felt this song is better... More motivating to those who have troubles in the past and wish to excel better than others now... Like what is in the lyric: ... THE RACE IS ALL ABOUT BELIEVING IN YOURSELF

Stepping MileStones

Tiring sia... Everyday wake up early in the morning, go to school, all the way till evening... Sometimes worse when you need to do homework... Stay up until 11 plus. Despite tiring, i found out that i am actually quite good at something which i never realised. After entering the course in ITE, i found that i can type faster than before since i had to type almost everyday in front of the computer, trying to follow what teachers were trying to teach. So who says ITE life cannot be fun and interesting???

I had never felt any confident in anything before until now... I really learn many things that i had not learn in the past... Except for BFD (Business Fundamentals), i supposed the other two modules have no problems at all. I really can't afford to waste anymore time now... Every minutes counts! I have many modules to prepare... Well, 'A's just don't come easy, do they? Reading through the notes, going through powerpoint that teacher gave us all... I do not have 24/7 and honestly, i am very bad in time management... What should i do? Consult the teachers? Maybe i should do that... This is just the beginning of my stepping stones towards success. First term is always important, as teachers had shown us how students had struggled to stay afloat when they screwed up their first term CA (Class Assessment). I can't be like them, in fact i can't afford to be like them... I am the kind where i really take much pressure. No choice, got to cherish every minute of the time when i am free... Other than that, i can't think of anymore way to prevent what may happened to me later on in the year and even next year...

Other than this, there are other personal things which i really hope i can be successful of. I shall not talk so much about this until i really succeeded in accomplishing this 'mission'. Whatever it is, i hope that this time when i reach the end of the stone-steps, i won't fall again all the way to the bottom... Hopefully!!!!!!

My Experiences and Advices

Finally, back to blogger after it had been down for a week... Just desperate to come back cos a lot of thing I want to share with all those who know my blog... Just recently, I found out that some of my friends had problems coping with their post-secondary school life. Now that I am better off than them, I just felt that I should not laugh at them but instead encourage them to move on. People like one of my friends, I had only one advice for him, "Just move on with it!". As you know, my last year life also the same as you, having people like your classmate in my class, but what did I do? Just tolerate with it and move on! This way, not only you can concentrate on your studies but as the same time you can win your teacher's favor... In my opinion, as long as the teacher likes you, everything else will be easy... People like Ming Zheng, well I could only advise you to stop being lazy and don't always like last minute, all these did nothing good to you but harm... So instead of complaining, why don't you just accept the facts and gives it all your best.

I had met all kind of people at such a young age and cos of this, I had found ways to deal with them... Sometimes, it won't hurt you to treat people nice, caring about them etc. Do what you think is right and if the person don't appreciate it, then forget it! Never hold grudges! It will only make you more unhappy in school...

So much for all of you, now it's all about me! Well, I could say I am much luckier than them... Have many friends after being posted to ITE and now even trying to chase a girl in my class, Hui Li... But whenever I wan to go near to talk to her, many things that happened last year just came flashing back... I told myself that she is not Jaime and my friends are not those jokers, so there is nothing to be afraid of. Whatever it is, I have decided to ask her out tmr since tmr only 2 hours class... Just go central and get to know each other, that's all! Then slowly get a hp no.! lolz! Did I plan a bit too ahead?? Again, "Let Nature Takes Its Course...", especially for that friend of mine. Just get on with life... One last thing to share, "If one road is impassable, then take an alternative road that suits you the most.", since if there is a will, there is a way...

Untitled...

so sian... look like unable to make it to the class chalet in june oredi... sigh! my holiday starts at onli ard 15th june... what can i do?? last thursday juz went back to sec. sch. to take the 'o' level cert. thought no one would me there since most of my former classmates oredi collected and really a bit surprised to see sq there oso... we chatted for a while before going our separate ways lah. being back in tanglin, i felt rather guilty and if given a choice, i will really want to stay away from that place. it is not that i hated that place for any reason but it is that sense of guilt of being unable to progress to poly or jc despite me being in e1 class. i really do not know how to face those teachers that had thought me before... i felt that i had let them down or rather i had oredi let them down. so miserable and felt so guilty...

to make things worse, the joker (donkey) actually dunno who he was talking to all along. he thought that he was dealing with me which he is not... for that, im really quite glad that i am unable to join them in the class chalet. Contradicting, isn't it?? i mean if he really had went to jaime's blog and post there as me, how am i going to explain to her?? i suspect or should i say i know ian is that asshole donkey who do not know who he is talking to at my tagboard. pathetic, isn't he?? Life juz dun pass through as the way you want it as someone sure to sabotage you along the way... how am i going to clear the misunderstanding with her now?? Well, life still goes on. but still i hate him, to the core... and this hatred goes on for life, i sweared... like i used to say him, "joker-cum-pollutant"...