Reflections

Finally, the last day of school term... It had been 3 terms now and things look like it was not what i was expecting, but still, you won't know until the very last day of school. True, i really believe that things will always change for the better or worse. Be it either way, life still goes on. I really don't know what, except that this time I had really made the right decision for myself. I chose not to retake 'O's. People like 'donkey' or whoever laughed at me. Some even said that my decision will so called 'ruin' my future. It is where I am now that I really find the real meaning of my life.

Seriously, I was doubtful about the decision that I had made initially but it turns out to be better than I thought. I asked myself, "Even if i succeeded in going to a JC or Poly, will my situation be the same as now?". I doubt it will. Regarding my relationship, I asked myself this, "What is there to be so despo about?" and "Is it because of the surrounding I am in?". What is the rush? What will happen will happen, so why worry and be happy. What is more important in a person is that he has to believe in himself, pull himself back up at once the moment he fall. Failures are not losers, they are rather someone who give up on himself or herself. Maybe like what Aaron said, though i don't exactly remember what he said, "It is just a matter of time."

Friends and results, what is more for me to wish for? Maybe now what is left is relationship but that doesn't matter anymore. I am really happy to have friends and my academic results now, which I lack in the past.