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Finally, the blog is finally serving its main purpose. After so many obstacles of wanting people to know how i feel inside me, at least now it is beginning to take shape, rather than it being a channel for people to argue, insult, mock and etc.. I know i had been repeating a lot of thing here cos all those happening still going on in my mind at those point of moment. I could say that all those happening really did a huge impact in me, especially what happened on 28 March 2006. It is still clearly at the back of my mind.

Whatever the case is, all these are history. What is the use of recalling them? Making me even more miserable. For what? All those thing that happened make me a better person. As far as i am concerned, at least i know how it feels of being someone who was being isolated by everyone, at least i know how it feels of being someone who was being insulted and mocked by others. All these, seriously, make me a better person this year or maybe the years to come. Few more days to a new year, whatever is install for me, I will try and make it even better than this year and last year, of course. It is not about "How a man changes his surrounding." but is that "How the surrounding changes a man.", isn't it? Still there is something that I really want to hold back. True, I still lack confidence in myself or should I say I don't feel comfortable revealing almost everything here. Honestly, this is my private life and I don't think it is right to state it here wihout her permission. Secondly, I don't want to invite anymore insults or whatsoever.

Well! That's it for today... :) And here's a video that I make myself and well, ENJOY! :)