Feelings

Today's ERP test is well, relatively easy, i could say, but then cannot guarantee if i can make it or not... sigh! what's next? Well, just prepare for the final year examination in March. Though this may be only 24% but for me, it is quite a big % for me if I want to aim for Poly.

Somehow, i feel that heaven is making fun of me. Things that I want for a long time but never get it but when I do not want it anymore, it came coming back. It is like taking my hopes away and then return it to me. What is the use? The situation is totally different now. But whatever it is, at least i am happy now, i think... For the 1st time in class, i actually scolded vulgar language in class, well, got a $1 fine, haix!~ Seriously, i was so fed up with what my friend had done. But to be honest, in my heart, i am quite happy that i am able to work with her. I used to dream of it day to day. Sound a little bit despo? Well! What can i do? It is a feeling that I can't control, can I?All of us have some untold feelings, don't we?

I guess that is the update for today... Is feelings really that important? Wouldn't it be better if we feel nothing at all? haix!~ Maybe or maybe not...