F.F.L

From a single cell organism to a fully developed millions cells organism. It had been 10 years since our family had babies. But only yesterday that I felt that isn't it better for us to remain a baby forever. Nothing to worry about, nothing to feel about and etc. It's impossible but if I can have a wish, I really wants to be a baby forever. Carry around in the arms of those that loves you. Sleep, eat and shit are all we knows. No troubles at all.

Sometimes, I asked myself, "Why can't I be like any of my friends, or rather like any other teenagers or children?". Everything in my life is an obstacles. Family, friendship and love, do I really have to choose 2 out of these 3 things? I am really tired, dead tired. All these are something that I cherish the most. Last time, I may not have friendship and love but at least I have my family. Just when I feel that I am the most fortunate guy in the world, I am forced to make a decision. I don't want to lose any of them, and now I am really lost. In my life, I always believe that as long as you follow your heart, everything will go on smoothly but as it seems now, this is not possible. I always ask myself, " Why is my brother so better of than me in any way?". The reasons are that he knows how to make my parents happy. All my secrets, things that I don't want my parents to know, as long as my brother is around, this is not possible. Secondly, my acedemic results were not as good as my brother's when I was his age. "Everyone is unique"? No way! We are always being compared. Unless I am able to achieve what I set out to achieve, there is no way they will understand.

It looks like now we are into another episode of Fairy童Tales话. The whole new obstacles waited to be clear...

My Newborn Seventh Cousin (Aaron)

A great month to start with. Just to share my family joy of our newest member in the family, Aaron. He is born in 28 February 2008, Pisces. I went to visit him today and taken some of his photos, as below:

Cute, isn't he?