Week Review And Feelings

It has been quite a while now. If you notice, i seems to have blog not so often cos i am really tired nowadays. I used to blog a lot cos i found out to be very troubled most of the time but now, my life is back to stable so i blogged less now.

Working from 8.30am to 5.30pm, the job may be easy to some but for me, they are not that easy as it seems, that is to sort documents. Imagine you had to sit in your place for the 8 hours (excluding lunch break) and sort all the documents they have, seriously not easy. What's more, i sometimes work overtime cos of the packed bus-stop and i hate to squeeze with the other working adults. But again, working overtime stress me out even more and compared to the normal 8 hours. My pay is like $6.50 per hour for the first 44 hours in a week and for every extra hours, $9.50 per hour. What for earn that $9.50 when you are all wear out and frustrated every time you reached home. No use at all. So from tomorrow onwards, no more overtime. Just work for that 44 hours and that is all! And my plan, to work till this friday or saturday cos really i need a break and i feel i deserve it no matter what others say...

Love... I seems to have a lot of question marks in me that i don't really know. It is either that i had to find out from her or find out by myself somehow. I really had doubts and i feel (~touchwood~) that somehow or other, we will end up in a breakup. I don't know is it good or bad but that is how i feel. My feelings always tell me my future and they are accurate most of the time but for this time, i hope it is wrong and unaccurate, by hook or by crook. Like what they say, to me this is really a long distance romance and plus our age gap, it is really difficult to maintain. No wonder it had not been look forward to by all...

SAD :( ...

June Fever

It's going to be the end of 1st school term for me and finally i can once again relax. Actually i was thinking of posting something this afternoon but never did cos my feelings got a bit messed up, haha! WAD (Web Application Development) and POM (Principles of Marketing) were relatively easy but shit me cos i got a lot of careless mistakes for my POM. wtf! But again, yesterday study till late 2am in the morning didn't go to waste and not to forget all the scolding i got for returning home late from revision, hopefully.

My feelings this afternoon was like a mixture of angry and worries cos of my girlfriend. Ask her what's wrong but she don't want to tell me anything and that brother of hers, really pissed me off sometimes. Can you imagine someone hang up your phone in the middle of the conversation? That was damn rude! But thinking back, we don't know what her brother was actually trying to do too. So can't blame him until we get the facts right. This 6 months, i really experienced a lot which i never had the chance to experience in the past and really all thanks to my friends and her too. Thanks Rachel for the 6 months we are together and let's wish that our relationship will never end. And here's a MV i created, i called it Custom Music Video (CMV) and the song title:

林俊杰 - 只对你说

JUST FOR YOU!