Angry Yet Worry

I was feeling kinda useless cos i just couldn't learn how to skate right. Well! At least it was fun... All of us have fun. We went ice-skate at leisure park, kallang. We were there till 9pm. Actually, last friday was the only day that me and rachel were out so late. I guess it was my fault somehow. Our initial plan was skate till 8pm but rachel wanted to skate for an hour more. If only i insisted she stopped and we sent her home early, will the situation be different?

I was worried all the way from Sengkang back to Clementi. I heard from Natalie that rachel's mother called her and some past events, i was worrying sick. I was worrying that she would get into trouble with her parents. I really failed as her bf. When i saw her fell while we were ice-skating, i wanted to rush over and help her out but ended up falling myself. In the end, Wee Kang had to help both of us up. You could say that i am jealous, which i don't know if i am really are but that type of feeling was like... Heavy? Ya... It was a heavy feeling, no doubt. Furthermore, I found out from natalie that rachel had been skipping meals just to get out of turf club, to the extent that she has gastric pain. I failed to realize or know about her health condition. She had been telling me that she had gastric pains but all i thought that maybe she was heaty, that's all... But i never thought that it was that serious. Maybe Wee Kang is right, i had been giving in to her too much. Well! What can i do now? Except for worrying about her, What can i do? Just hope that she is alright... :(