Dramas Vs Reality

Yup... Today received my WAD CA2 results and god damn it, only 0.5 mark difference from CA1. But the overall is still an 'A'. Well, at least 1 thing in my mind is rested. But there are many more in my mind have yet to be rested.

Being a cancerian, i guess it is normal to be emotional and sensitive sometimes. Most of the time, my mind is putting a 'defensive wall' for me. If bad things are to happen, at least I won't feel that bad like the time when I was rejected. My girlfriend also asked me, why am I always think of the negative impacts, negative answer and almost everything in my mind are negative. You know something, all of the sudden I just feel that someone knows me and I really wanted to try to know her as much. I like to watch idol dramas and the recently i watched, "命中注定我爱你", there is a phrase i like a lot and really occupied my mind the whole day, "第一次是偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中注定。", i asked myself this, "我和她是偶然，必然，还是命中注定？", but i know that in me, i truely wish that is, "命中注定". Guess people who read my blog knows how much i love her, isn't it? Watching the drama, the storyline is almost the same, from strangers to someone who we love. That is why i was so emotional when i watched that drama. To end this, i wanted to include this as a conclusion to this entry: <99次我爱他> KTV: