Post-Exam Review

It had been a while since i last blogged. Well, no choice cos nid to prepare my final final exam paper, Microeconomics (MIEC). But now, it's all over. What awaits is the final results... Based on the results, students are classified into 2 groups, normal and cross-level. Cross-level students are those who failed a module and retake the whole module. However, for ITE students, due to the exemption of some modules like me, they are already classified as Cross-Level even if they pass the whole final exam. In secondary school, there is a literature text, "A Sense of Belonging" and that's what i finally have. So, what i am hope for now is that next semester, i can be in the same TT02 tutorial class as i am in now...

There is a phrase that i took quite some time to learn and that is, "每个人的心上都有一户门和一把锁匙，有了那把对的锁匙就能深刻的了解那个人". This applies to all kinds of relationships between one another. It had been 3 months now since me and dear~ together. Though we know that long-distance relationship is expensive, we would try to remain in contact every night via phone, trying to save up for each other in the process. or sometimes through MSN. Both of us feels a sense of loss when we saw other couples together. It is something which couples, who are always with each other, do not understand. Take it as a romance novel if you want cos it really doesn't matter to me as long as i knows and she understands.

(Source: Google.com; Edited: Nigel)

'Real' Iron Man

Talking about being an Iron Man, ytd i truely really become an Iron Man except the fact that i lack in artificial heart, haha! But seriously, it's scary to know that you almost die in your sleep. There is a chinese saying, "没病都查出有病". From my 24-hrs ECG monitoring, i found out that i almost die in my sleep cos the heart beat stopped for 3 minutes. This is not exaggerating. But i was thinking that how could it be 3 minutes? Wouldn't i die of lack of oxygen in the brain. Who knows? Maybe it's just that i press on the ECG machine, causing it to malfunction. Or maybe my heartbeat just stopped for 3 seconds?

There is a picture of the ECG machine attached to my body but for now, i just could not post it here due to blogger error. Maybe next time when blogger is fully functional again. Well, that's the update for now.

Pre-National Day

It is now 9th August, 2am... Just finishing playing mahjong with my family. Yesterday, dear~ told me that she is going to her friend's house-warming party. I was kinda worry for her cos' she told me that she would be drinking alcohol. From what i know from her, her male friends are mostly heavy drinkers so i was worry that something might happen to her and so, i told her not to drink so much. Now that she is back at home, i feel kinda relief. Forget about the goodnight kiss that we had before hanging up the call every night but i guess, after a long day out, she is tired. Feel kinda useless sometime cos i could not be there for her if she needed me, all i can do is to console her through phone. Haiz~ :(

9th August is our National Day and at the same time is my grandma's birthday. Many relatives and friends will be here no doubt. The house will be fill with laughter and etc. My grandma asked me to ask dear~ to come but i replied that i also hope that she will be able to come but too bad that we are in two different lands. Maybe in years to come, she may be able to come and celebrate. For now, I could only wish for that day to come.

(P.S. Btw, Happy 44th Birthday Singapore :))

A Promise

Wanted to blog earlier but just couldn't do it cos my feeling is a bit mess up. My heart was like so sad and painful when alvin said something which i cannot take it. The main problem is his tone, sound as in so sarcastic. But after talking to dear~ in msn and on the phone, i felt much better. Whatever the case is, it is still much better than the past. Last time, when the same thing happened, i just went to slp and forget about it the next day. But now, at least when i am feeling down, i know that there will be someone there for me.

Seriously, without my family support and both of our perservence, i think we may not be able to make it this far. Some of my friends said that it is hard to maintain a far distance relationship but who can guarantee that even both party live in the same region and they will be able to last? The answer is obviously NO! I promise dear~ something and that promise is for me and her to know. So dun ask so much.

So late and so tired... Going to sleep soon. Until next time...