Reality Dream World

that's why i prefered to live in a dream world rather than reality. Life is so...... sigh! whatever that is, at least i get an answer but seriously, this is unlike previous times... this time is for real. i just wanted a break from everything now. this is so discouraging... i don't think i want to get into relationship anymore. I don't think i want to even think of it anymore. I don't think i want to try anymore and this is for real...

No more fairy tales for me anymore. i don't wish to feel the way i am feeling again in the future. oh well, at least i tell her straight and she tells me straight so i won't need to be in the dream world anymore. i can wake up from my sleep now. what the big deal, right? Can't be couple, then be friends lar... Sob! Just don't know how to carry on... Until next time then... Sob!