Valentine's Post Entry

I just can't believe how mushy can i be, although it is true that i miss her since the day we broke up. I don't really dare to have my hope high about that matter cos anything could happen. Henry said that there is a hole in my heart and i guess that is true. Often, my heart had conflict with my mind. I don't really know what i am talking about now but the bottom line is, i sincerely wish that she can be my valentine again.

Ytd was like any other days, though it's Valentine's Day. I went bowling with some friends. Seriously, my heart was somewhat lonely. Seeing other couples everywhere, i just wish that she was ard that moment. Actually, none of the feelings struck me until when we were bowling. Getting all the gutter ball, i suddenly remember the time when she taught me to bowl over the phone, and i got a strike. Better not get so emotional now before everything goes out of control.

Often, we do not know what is install for us in life. Things may or may not turn out the way we wanted them to be. But most of the time, we are in control of our life. Whether something will happen or not, it's all dependent on us.