Emotions Unstable

For some reasons, i just could not control my emotions ytd and ended up quarrelling with my mother. I had no idea what i was thinking at that moment. One thing that i could not stand was that my mother always assumed what i did not even assumed. When she is angry, she really can make a big fuss out of a small little thing. And her voice can be louder than thunder too, lolz...

But i knew i was in the wrong too. I was so agitated over 2 missed calls. It is not that they were important calls but for some reasons, my emotions just let loose. I also hate that she always pick on 1 particular person. In fact, whoever says something bad about her, whether my family members or friends, i would try to press down my emotions, but as it gets worse, so is my emotions. After the whole situation, my mind seems to be back to reality from the dream world. The fact is that, there is a possibility that me and her won't be back together but still...... Nowadays, I find it hard to control my emotions. Like during the chalet stay, cos' of what Jerome said, I just walked out into the rain to withdraw money to return to one of my friends. What exactly has become of me? Why am i not who i used to be? And of course, i knew who is really a friend of mine and who is not, during the chalet stay. I won't be mentioning names though... :)

Cos' I Love You - North (MMV)

Dedicated to Rachel. 1/10 reasons why i still like you...