爱恨难

Last sat juz went to queenway to make soccer jersey. Dun be mistaken. I didn't join any particular soccer team. It is juz our own street soccer team. I know it may be a bit...childish, but juz want to be part of everyone else cos most of the time i felt so lack out.

I wondered, "Why do people have feelings?". Feelings make people so confuse. Sometimes they didn't even know what to do next. You want people to understand how you feel but they juz make a joke out of it. Secrets? Who to trust except yourself... Since a number of people oredi know. I think it should be ok to put it right here in my blog. Well, i admit that i am envy and jealous of my brother. But what i am about to say does not have any links of what i feel about my brother. I like xiaofen... And i dun wan to miss the opportunity like i did previously. Remember when i said that my brother had a secret admirer? Well it was her and that's why i went home earlier that day, emo-ing... I happen to find her blog and well, i read her entries. Well, i am not a very good-looking guy who lives in the neighborhood, like my brother, but i deserve to have a chance to like someone and she has the right to know about it, no matter the outcome, isn't it?

(P.S. 恨总比爱容易放下<3)